God's Comfort and Care

My stomach hurts this morning, I'm not havin LBM, just really a stomach ache. But the pain is like im being poisoned or something or is similar when giving birth. I felt that I want to vomit, so I went to the bathroom. There I almost fainted 3 times in the bathroom and only 2 of my dogs (Georgie and Mocha) witnessed what happened. I tried to hold on to something but my knees are so numb and weak so I fell every time im tryin' to get up. My vision is violet but almost black. I managed to get out of the bathroom by crawling, I tried to stand up again and good thing i was able to hold on to our room's door. I know I will fall down again so I throw myself into the bed. When I managed to reach the bed, I woke jie up and told him the pain I am into and asked for a glass of water, I even asked him to turn the faucet off in the bathroom as I wasn't able to have time to turn it off. The pain is getting worst and worst each minute. I am restless. So like the usual thing I am doing since I was a child, I cried out to God and told him,

"I am really in pain"

"I can't really bear the pain any longer".

"Not now Lord, I haven't accomplished the mission you entrusted me yet". 

"Niquolle still needs me".

Then, I suddenly opened my eyes and didn't realized that I was able to sleep, for how long, I am not sure. But my stomach ache is gone, and the few minutes of sleep as I realized and tries to remember is peaceful, very relaxing, very calm. I cannot describe the feeling. It is a feeling so great! It's like, I'm flying, or the feeling is light, Just really a great feeling! I never felt that kind of feeling my whole life for 27 years. It's like you want to feel that feelin forever and never woke up. I knew it is God presence and took away all the pain, provided me with great comfort. It is God who is really omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent. If I can only share the great feelin I've experienced in God's arms, I know you will tell me the same thing. I know it is one way of tellin me to have time to rest, cause I know I'm a workaholic freak! If not working for my clients the whole day, I am doing household chores. I am thinking as well that the thing that happened this morning is an attack from the enemy to hinder me from my prayer devotion this morning, as I will be praying as well for the kids prayer request that they've written down yesterday from Sunday School. But all in all, It is true what God tells us on Psalms 23. I want to take this opportunity as well to say my greatest appreciation and thankfulness to my husband. Though at times, we have some differences but He really takes good care of me and Niquolle. Very loving and caring. He has high fever but he still ran to give me water and to change my clothes. I thank God for everything.

I am not tired of my life as I am living it positively and with full of faith, but if you do, please do not forget to ask God to help you, He has wonderful plans for you and He will never let you down. 

A great day!